||[Jan. 31st, 2008|04:34 pm]
while i was doing email sun both paul in nl and david in uk were online so we chatted.|
david was going to spend a long weekend in paris.
after i went offline i went home and called paul.
while i was in sf he met a fb named cees. he was hoping to date him but cees declined.
then i did errands and checked out ws and abc. i was amused that abc had american titles that had not been out yet in sf. a shame as i'd have gotton one for myself and i might have gotton another for eric.
i bopped by the apt then did the zeedijk party. it was an INSANE zoo. dangerously crowded. i ran into bas and sander and we chatted but it was so insane that they soon left as did i not long afterwards.
i got a milkshake and boywatched then did the web. bas and sander were there along with jan the cute guy sander has started dating. (tho jan already has a bf)
bas has started seeing a guy named erik. he was not there but he's very tall it seems. they met awhile ago and played around and have remet and are giving things a go. they are taking it slow. bas say's he tends to self sabotage things so is trying not to this time. ( there´s an essay there somewhere but...)
uk peter came in with paul the guy he's started dating. paul just moved here from the uk. very goodlooking and seems nice.
i chatted with the web girls, bert etc.
various folks were in.
joost was there wearing not very much. he looked good. he was having a fun fisting weekend with a friend named michael. michael seemed very nice. well spoken tho i suspect a workingclass background, very tall, thin and clearly poz.
i briefly played with joel a nice, sexy, semi reg sexbar trick of mine.
sander and bas got drunk. i love watching them like that because they really should be a couple. they were fb yrs ago. they would be bf i suspect except they are both afraid to say i love you and i think, while fun, the sex leaned toward the lesbian in the end between them.
we all left around 10pm.
the smoke was bothering my eyes and sinuses.
i went home for a shower and late dinner with rene.
mon i picked up the new neal asher ( $! it would have really been better to use trade in sf and carry it on the plane.)and cj ryan. rene is getting the new peter f hamilton for me. then i got some stuff at the uk food store.
( claud, let me know if you want to read the neal or peter.)
i started the ryan. basicly gloria does irak in space. no pretense at all that it´s not an anti irak invasion theme but it seems to work ok in terms of the series. tho it´s a rather more serious tone than the 1st 3 books in the series.
not great lit. just one of those genre series i like for some reason.
if the author is smart they'll have the next book return more to it's original tone and maybe keep it set on earth or at least sol system.
( mind you these are books where the writer either has or at least uses to sell the books a wish fifillment fantasy that women REALLY DO want fucked raw. OFTEN.
our heroine uses her AMAZING t&a to bring peace and justice to the galaxy.
on a good note while there's no gays, it being mostly about pussy, it does not seem actually anti gay.
of course chick on chick is hinted at and thought hot.)
a'dam is a heaving SEA of tourists. it was as record year for americans here. also i'm noting a LARGE amount of italians and spanish. a noteable amount of russian speakers too. tho of course many/most are not russe but from eastern europe.
i visted jeld at qh and took him a cd i got him. it was BUSY for a mon. besides the regs and tourists andre had closed angel and brought everyone over.
rene vz was there trying to pick up an american.
patick from minn. 36, his 1st time in europe. he's still in training as a stew for nw. VERY goodlooking but a tad neurotic.
poz and still has weirdnesses about it.
we also met david. 41, poz, doing that very workingclass skin look but actualy smart. from glasgow but lives in london. he's the manager of the liverpool st trainstation.
yes, he's a reg at chariots.
him and steve his partner of 12yrs just got married. due to work issues they are doing seperate vacations. david is doing a'dam then steve will do berlin.
we all hungout most of the night. rene of course got drunk and a bit much for the american and brit to deal with but he got the vibe, jeld made a comment, and went home to sleep.
over all rene is doing well. he LOVES his new apt and come sept it seems he'll be debt free. he say's he's thinking about stopping housecleaning and getting a real job but even for a culture with no responsiblity or need to deal with reality rene pushes the envolope. i hope he does not fuck his life up again.
after he left i hungout with david and patrick. david and i talked alot and got on very well but there was no real sexual spark. patrick wanted me but is clearly high strung and while i found him sexy and nice i suspect my patence would wane quickly. tho we did makeout a bit.
we all left about 11pm. they both flew out tues morning and i was tired so i just went home and took a shower and had dinner with rene.
i'm seeing jeld fri. loek is soon having surgery on his knee but is spending this weekend in antwerpen anyway.
i went over to vist paul. we just hungout at his place chatting etc. he´s doing well all in all. tho was a bit bummed about things not working out with cees. he showed me a pic. cute in a shaved headed, square faced, built, outdoorsy way.
paul´s going to barcelonia for vakantie. he was going to go to nyc but hotels were too $.
later we went for a walk. i showed him where the uk food store is. he´s one of those rare dutch guys who likes to cook.
of course he´s mixed.:)
there´s a type of sugar he´s looking for they do not have in nl. (it´s the kind of thing eric would know about. eric would be SHOCKED and go insane with the lack of things in nl.)
then we hungout by a canal for awhile chatting and boywatching then he walked me thuis.
rene and i saw rat.............( a french rat wants to be a great cook.) we both loved it. rene found it both funny and moving.
i thought about going out wed night but ended up just staying in. there were old repeats of ncsi and cm i had not seen and then rene fixed dinner.
maurice was working at the lampstore so we chatted. he´s started dating ron seriously. a guy from the local scene. they had started seeing each other not long before i left.
it was a suprise thing. maurice was still depressed about his spanish ex and as i said ron is local, he´s a good friend of egbert etc, so they already were aware of each other at the very least. they look good together. ron seems nice enough. he´s polite but we´ve never clicked closely socialy. more of a one clique removed/friend of friends kind of thing.
rene and i did acmarkt, ah and dirk in de pijp.
always fun for guy and kid watching.
we sat outside awhile and had some really wonderful italian ijs. some ADORABLE children were there too.
needless to say walking in a city where every surface is brick or cobblestone with my damaged foot is interesting.
tho oddly simon's wooden floors can get tedious faster.
thurs was the 1st day in AGES i did nothing.
mike woke us up in the morning calling from london. work had gotton VERY tedious. it´s the nl summer thing of the dutch all leave for vacation and the expats/immigrants left behind have to do all the work.
he was doing american standard hours of 60hrs a week so he decided to just fuck it and take time off.
of course the night before he got back to london the waterpipes upstairs of the uk apt burst so he walks in to find his godson trying to deal with a flooded apt. the godson is only 21 or 22. he´s staying at the apt awhile. he had been out and came home to find the place trashed. it seems as he opened the door the curtains fell. you get the idea.
(mike thinks he MIGHT be gay but has not asked yet. they´re british remember.)
mike is having to replace rather alot but actually is still likeing the time off and i´m under the impression he´s dealing well with it over all. i think the apt could have used a redo anyway. (i know his brother rob, who´s gay too, thought so.)
he won´t be back in nl till early sept.
otherwise i just did laundry and we stayed in bed listening to opera all day. is that eurotrash gay or what ?
we watched a bit of jos brink´s funeral service. he´s a nl stage and tv legend who just died of cancer.
him and his hubby sander were out before it was hip. they´ve been together since the 1970´s.
they were both in showbiz. they were one of those theater couples. i have the vibe jos was the wife but i suspect that would be hairsplitting to a degree.
( like me and eric.)
a decade ago sander got cancer and was not expected to make it but is still alive. jos was dionosed and lasted a month and a 1/2.
life is like that.
of course there is no such thing as early detection here so they did not find it till it had spread from his colon to much of his lower body.
he was 65. he was really rather cute and kept his looks up till almost the end. (like most gays it was illness not age that took his looks.)
sander is completly wrecked it seems.
i´m starting to worry more and more about rene. he´s 52 and even getting him to understand the reason for something like a prostate exam would take effort and that´s not getting into the effort of finding a dr who would/could do it.
he also needs a blood test. both for hiv and just normal stuff. i suspect iron poor blood or somesuch.
at 6pm i met simon at vomar. he had bought a new pair of black pants and a black shirt. he looked good in them.
we got food, checked out a dvd store but got nothing and came home.
he´s redone his balcony. it´s very asian looking now. it´s nice. he´s ordered a new couch from ikea which will come in sept. it´s white leather. nice tho a bit generic modern for my taste.
he got a cute mood lighting lamp which he´s getting a kick out of. you can make it change colours.
he loved the cds i brought.
since i´m just back and we´re having lovely zomer weather we had fun sex.
afterwards i showed him my online photos then he cooked dinner. after dinner i cleaned up then we watched a tribute to jos brink online.
it really is a big news thing here. it was a good show. i love gay people.
i talked to lynn. amusedly him and dalton were at the cove having lunch when i called. they were going on a daytrip to oakland. we had a nice chat. later he wrote me, they had a nice time, and he sent pics from our trip to the de young. they may go up to sacromento for dalton´s b-day.
peter is VERY busy now with work but hopes to see me when he´s free. i have a sexdate next tues with harald.
today i´m resting at simon´s. he gave me the keys again. then i´m visting jeld later in the afternoon.
of course i get back to nl and our lawyer is on vakantie. he should be back next week.
it´s VERY annoying. the insert addresses feature on yahoo just does not work in nl for some reason. tho i noticed it´s getting wonkier and wonkier in usa too.
i can write a new note and use the address book ok but to forward something is next to impossable.
even on the rare computers i can get it to work it tends to be a page by page thing. it was not all THAT long ago yahoo worked as it should but in the last 1-2yrs it´s having more and more issues.
( johnny explained it IS a bug in yahoo´s system which came after they did an úpdate´about 2 years ago.)
i had a very fun vist with jeld. we hungout on the roof terrace most of the time which was nice. they are having it redone sometime but even for dutch people things are slow to have done here.
not too much news.
don now has the apt above qh so that is handy for him on several levels.
loek and eric are speaking tho let´s say not really being gf ex´s.
eric has started seeing a shrink.
j/l bought a new art piece. a photo loek really liked. it´s still at the gallery.
jeld was going to have 2 guys over for sexdate that night. i´ve not heard how it was yet. he was working extra this weekend also which was a sudden change.
he´s going to nyc in nov for a short trip by himself.
they won´t do a b-day trip this year due to loek´s knee surgery.
amusedly jeld had sex with harald last week. the same harald i´m seeing tues.
afterwards i got a tram and rested a bit at home then did cnest.
h/w were there. it was han´s 1st time out in ages. the chemo is going as well as such things can. he looked good if pale. ( of course he IS dutch so pale is normal really.)
no hair lose.
he finishes the treatment 21nov.
rene vz was there. also hasu, ton and various guy´s i´ve played with.
it was boppy but VERY humid. the humidity is tedious to get use to after being in sf. tho it is somewhat less than it was before i left. slightly less insects too thank goddess.
1st joel and i had a fab time playing. it was a public show of course, being joel, which the guys loved.
joel´s sexy and fun. he has a thing for belly buttons which is cute.
after a long time a stocky guy joined us so i drifted off.
then i did a tall guy in leather pants. slightly older than i and not happy about it i suspect. i want to talk with him about his hair really.
his face was only ok at best to be honest but his body was FAB.
tall, lean but built, hairy. has a very tight foreskin. he came in my hand which was kind of hot.
then i played with a sexy indo who had been eyeing me for awhile. nice and fun.
smooth body and hot cock and ass.
peter was in. we had a FAB time. it was really nice seeing him. he´s still very fun tho i suspect i MAY be starting to grow bored of the sex slightly as males tend to with long term sexpartners. i KNOW what he likes, he KNOWS what i like etc.
it's that time where bf get married and fb become friends or drift apart.
he´s busy through next week but hopes to be free more after that. one show he was working on opens mon and he has to finish his next book soon.
then i met a TALL shaved headed with a thick goatee guy who was into serious spanking. very skilled. he bent me over and went to town.
afterwards the 1st words out of my mouth were...you must be british.
which he was.
then i hooked up with john again. we'd played before i left for sf. i´d bet my last tcell that´s his trick name. at best johan is his name or part of it and i´d not bet ALOT of $ on that.
not that i really care as he is a porn fantasy cum to life. TALL, mildly hairy, big balls, a 3rd leg for a cock, an ass he LOVES eaten and VERY into titplay.
i can not overstate how sexy this guy is.
after him i vaugly thought of leaving but i met david. ( lets just assume almost EVERY uk poof is named david shall we ? it´s even one of mike´s middle names.)
i thought we might have played before. we had. he was sweet and remembered when and where.
59, brit but has lived here 30yrs. does IT for a law firm. married to rob, a dutch indo top of all things. they have been together 17yrs and married as soon as it was legal. the classic story of.... they met, tried it out but could not stand each other, stopped talking but could not forget each other, reconnected and the rest is history.
david is poz, slightly stocky in the upper body and one of the hairest men i´ve ever played with. rimming him is like burying your face in a pelt.
he´s no great beauty but is sexy in that uk poz bear kind of way. he´d be a hit in sf.
a bottom who´s into servicing, being hurt a bit and fucked/fisted alot.
ok, that can work for me.
he gives great rim jobs himself.
he reminds me a bit of david in sf except not as vanilla.
fun to talk with too. we played a long time. the sweat was POURING off us like showerwater.
we did info then we walked to l-plein together as he lives somewhat near me down by black body.
i just came home, had dinner while rene and i watched a dvd of 2 judy garland shows. as usueal the musical numbers were cool or at least interesting and the comedy was.....dated.
mel torme, lena horne were the big guests.
lots of gay dancers running around.
sat was a stunningly lovely summer day.
which of course we blew off.
rene watched tv and i did email and lunch at simon´s.
later rene and i had ijs at home.
the herons were out by the canal which is always nice.
the number of INSANELY, STUNNINGLY, HOT, SEXY guys in a´dam is almost OVERWHELMING.
it's like being torn apart in a probability vortex.
simon has a big family party tonight. it´s the 25th wedding anv of one of his sisters. so i´m back online then i expect to go out.
rene did ah and dirk in the pijp. we´ll do a late dinner.
claudio wrote !
i had not not heard from him in AGES. he´s been in mexico city all summer with ramon but will be back in nyc soon for awhile.
ramon got a cool job with the australian embassy but it means he can not travel as much.
sat cnest was busy but no real vibe going on.
i only played with one guy. sexy in a generic gay way. dutch, white, mildly hairy and stocky, goatee etc. loved his ass eaten.
actually fun but it´d be hard to pick him out of a lineup a year from now. tho if you gave me a few minutes.....
i asked peter from hiv-v advice about where to try to get rene to go for a checkup. he basicly concured with my thoughts.
guus was out this weekend and we said hi.
i met frank an american visting from ky. just social chitchat. he´s a stoner and here for the hash.
sun sos was the least fun i´ve had there in AGES.
derk jan was there so we chatted.
i only played with a sexy, hairy, stocky indian in cool glasses and geoffrey a tall mildly stocky, slightly geeky guy with glasses and a goatte visting from melbourne.
web was also VERY low key for a sun. just chatted with jaq, bram, joop and the other web girls.
jaq and egge just found out about frits being dead. they were on vakantie when word came and no one thought to mention it it seems till just a couple of days ago.
ton&michael were there so we chatted.
rene vz was bopping around.
i ran into a SEXY old trick named michael. from suraname. could pass for either latin or arab. short, smooth, VERY hot looking. no great skill but fun. a good kisser.
it´s mostly me worshiping his body which i´m ok with. HOT cock and ass which he loves to have sucked and eaten.
nice enough guy but we´d have nothing in common outside sex.
he´d be very weho or south beach in usa.
afterwards i covered for jaq brifly at cc then went home because i was tired.
sad really as it was only 9pm.
i had a nice dinner with rene which promply came back up. no pain, fever etc. my tummy just rejected what was put in and then was ok.
not sure if it was the marrowfat peas, fish, heat of the apt, hiv/meds or some combo. it happens sometimes like that.
mon was just a lazy day.
tho a somewhat big news day here. there were major robberies at both the library and artis.
of course being nl no one was hurt.
i just stayed in mon night. we watched one of my fav old uk scifi films on tv.
the damed, 1964 i think. from a book call the children of the light. rene was impressed i knew what film it was from the 1st opening shot tho i've not seen it in over 30yrs.
it really made an impression on me as a child and i've never forgotton it.
well childcare and straights are an uneasy combo at the best of times but throw in secret gov experiments in underground bunkers, a better race of mutant humans to inherit the earth, the fear of nuclear war, art vs science/humanist vs rationalist debates, a wise worldweary sculptress, a may-december love, incest, a proto clockwork orange bike gang and the good guys lose in the end. how can you go wrong ?
tues i met harald in front of cnest. he decided to take me to a sauna instead. it turned out boomarang is closed due to a redo so we did the damrack sauna which niether of us had ever been to. it's the oldest gay sauna in a'dam. 40yrs old. it's very nice tho not set up in a way i like for sex. it was built in the days when the actual sex took place IN either the dry or wet saunas so no rooms.
we worked with it.
we had fun in the steamroom. tho wet and 105f are not my FAV conditions.
i also had a fun time with a young, SEXY, slim, smooth indian guy. normaly too young and pretty for me but when in amsterdam.....
nice and fun. he liked his balls done. seemed to be impressed by and to enjoy my skills.
he came hard enough to shoot into his own face and he was sitting down.
ah, the young. so easy to impress.
then we rested and harald took a nap so i went wondering and met ben on the roof terrace. my age or older, dutch tho ben is not a common name here.
( ik ben ben sounds funny in dutch too.)
VERY hairy, goodlooking tho in a classic clone way.
VERY fun and nice. SKILLED with tits and had the patence to do it right.
i came all over the place.
he had an intense orgasim too.
while i was giving ben a bj harald stopped by to say goodby. he had to go home as gerban would be home from work soon and they would do dinner.
i love gays.
if only straights had evolved along closer lines. of course i suppose it's inherent otherwise they'd BE us or vise versa.
i'll see harald fri at the gallery where he has some work up. it was fab seeing him and catching up. both him and gerban are doing well healthwise at the moment. they've had some MAJOR issues over the years.
i'm at the library now to do email and check if there's any fun new cds. they are having notable issues with the alarm systems. clearly trying to redo/upgrade them. closing the coop door after the fox drops by for lunch is very dutch.
dr dolbec wrote me.
my tcells are over 200. (tho he did not give an exact #)
my vload is 216.
my liver is fine but the whites of my eyes ARE a tad yellowish. it's a side effect of the rayataz. not a real problem tho it seems.
( both jeld and paul had commented on it so i was wondering if i should worry. it seems not.)
i think i'll just stay in tonight.
once i actually get back home of course. :)